isnt it strange how things change.
things you expect to be constants in your life or with you for damn long suddenly slip away and you try to catch it but it flows like water through your clenched fist away from your grasp.
i was reading a blog just now and it just made me feel utterly sad, completely destroyed my sunday afternoon. isnt it strange how promises are so readily broken when they're meant to be forever, and relationships once broken are really forever. isn't it ironic that what should be good and true never lasts and what shouldnt do? these few days, talking to people and reminiscing about things that once was and now isnt made me feel more vulnerable-
that life isnt really all that long and you never know what happens the next day, that everything is fragile and breaks when theres a slight crack, that somethings in life just cant be solved that relationships are intangible but they can shatter, that promises are farces, that forever means never
this isnt an angsty post. i dont feel angsty now, just sort of morose and sad. because life really is too short to bitch and angst and hate; so i firmly do not believe in it, but well, i guess, at this point in time, i just feel SAD thats all.
i wonder if you know you're the catalyst?life is really nothing but threads- that twist and turn and knot but eventually break.
