I feel good.
I've been playing on form these two days, yesterday and today, and i'm confident, i feel good about myself and i have lots of hope(: played really well today too, 5 sets against chenxi, two sets against shiyuan and alicia, and before that, 6 games of doubles and 20mins of kings. i LASTED. someone should give me an award(:
tomorrow is really the big day! and i believe in all of us, i believe in nysquash. talking to chenxi today for damn long really made me realise how much i depend on you guys and how you guys have been great(: not only because you guys keep constantly forgiving me for being such a crappy captain, but also for being there all the time. i don't really know how to put this into words. how do you put 4 years of friendship and sweat into mere black letters on a computer screen? the truth is you can't. and i dont know how to say it. except that thank you everyone for this.
for chenxi, for always believing in me, for knowing me better than i know myself, for training with me all this while since secondary one, my faithful training parter and doubles partner, for the encouragement, for not giving up, for the passion, for the tears, for that 16-15 match, for the promise in secondary one, for being there. THANK YOU.
for woonlue, for six years of friendship, for always cracking me up, for the lame jokes, for being the neutral party in our team, for always lending a listening ear and those hours gossiping, for being a SPONGE(: for being my lespartner, for loosening all of us, for being you, for the tyoconess, for the belief, the optimism and the confidence. THANK YOU.
for brenda, for the english songs that no one else but two of us know how to sing, for those times we talked on the phone and outside, for the serious conversation, for the lameness and knowking me on my head and laughing at me, for the moments together and the times in understanding, for being reasonble and optimistic and trusting ourselves when no one else did. THANK YOU.
the other thank you's will come tomorrow.
lets make this my best birthday ever!
GO NYSQ.
