school's started. day one came and ended): what a nightmare. i wish it were holiday all over again. i can't wait for graces camp. (rooming with becca, der and liwen) or march holidays! or actually, nationals to a limited extent. BUT WHAT I REALLY CANNOT WAIT FOR IS FOR INVESTITURE TO BE OVER.
because its killing me.
(it's rather sad to know that this is the last investiture i'll have as a NY councillor and with my batchmates and its reather sad again to know about all the flops and downs that has mostly been; and i wish we could've done better and faster but really. i cant wait for it all to be over so i can concentrate on my life)
stresstresstress. im just darn afraid. afraid that the singing is offtune. that the council dance screws up. that we make mistakes. that i dont remember stuff. that it turns out to be a flopflopflop. that the seniors wont like it. that we disappoint people.
sorry mrs wong. i guess what you told me today really opened my eyes.
jiayou council. we can do it(= last few days, lets ping and pong to success...hopefully.
