adele feels inspired to train hard.
i was losing my passion for squash recently. not passion exactly, i still love squash and all that, but i was losing my passion to train hard. now i've gotten it back and i feel like going to a squash court now, ANY court and just whacking the hell out of the ball.

i had a great training on thursday and it really motivated me. for awhile i really lost all confidence in myself, the past month has been hell and i seriously felt like i was dropping and i wasn't improving at all, stagnating, going downwards... but thursday's training revived back my spirits so i feel great now[= i'm really motivated to train harder for nationals- the last nationals in NY SQUASH. we've really gotta perform- I've really gotta perform. thanks to ruiling too, who although she doesn't know it, really inspired me.

traintraintrain!

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