to nat:the best junior anyone could possible have, thanks for always being there for me and for the team especially when i first picked up squash. thanks for always encouraging us and giving us advice and helping us no matter what, for keeping our spirits up, for laughing and laming and joking around for making me smile for being there[=
i love you and i'll miss you!!
keep smiling babe.lost to jillian.
i still have to play for 5-8th placing though.
playing maoshiyuan tomorrow. mao is not bad.. she won rebecca ng 2-1. dont think i can beat her..? but i guess i'll try my best. mmm. i hope coach comes.
im feeling really sad right now played like crap against jillian. i just feel darn awful. havent been training proper the past month since i was away in newzealand/japan/malaysia and my strokes are all haywire. i was in good form before going away, now my form is back but just screwed. drives not straight crosses coming out at the service box, drops too high boasts too high or too low. i guess the only thing that has remained stagnant is my serve-.-
i guess i really need to train harder and improve more especially hard since of the new circumstances next year. traintraintrain. i can do it i'm a strong believer in optimism and "if there's a will theres a way". i reallyREALLY want to improve and i believe i can do it.
go me.
